2008. december 14., vasárnap

Hopes goes down the drain

After a couple of joyful moments and weeks of work it seems like we are at the edge again. I'm losing hope. And I'm sick as well. I lost abou 10-15 kgs this year - mostly just because of stressing about my job and (mostly) my relationship.
I don't want to go on like this. I want a change. I WANT TO LIVE NOT JUST SURVIVE!

2008. december 1., hétfő

On the way to thirty

I am on my way without actually knowing my destination. I only know that I will turn into thirty in two months and I'm fed up with purely surviving the days of my life.
I think it might be a new period in my life. I've been studying living so far. I've got aquintanced to society (hi, society!) and basic structures of human life. Now it's time to actually do something with the knowledge (let there be knowledge-work the productivity god said!). I am at the beginning of the thing we used to called 'professional career' some time ago. No, mister, let's go outside, make that goddamn difference you've been always dreaming on!
Let's put a smile on every face and a dirty boot in every lousy mouth!