This change in the weather somehow makes me anxious and tensed. The hot post-summer days (Indian summer it is) suddenly turned to cold and watery. Not much fun.
But maybe it's not the weather. I shouldn't blame it for everything. This edgy state of mine might also be caused by the stiff launch of the new academic year. (Administration just devours my nerves.) Or there might be something in my relationship - some fracture I haven't recognized yet.
Running out of time it feels. Too much work to be done in too little time; too much bills to settle from too few bucks. Too much responsibility and it seem to become bigger and bigger every evening.
I'm almost 30 and unsure of what my future has in store for me. Completely unsure of what to wait, where to look, how to plan my next step. Pathetic, cowardly little creature me.
I finish it for tonight.
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