So it is autumn now. Rain and shit. I'm cold. And my relationship hangs by a thread. My loved one returned to me is a desperate state. There was crying about how she loves me and misses me - and how far I seem to be nowadays. She told she feels somehow left alone lately but she wouldn't say so I was shocked to hear (although I had this uncomfortable feeling as I put that down in the recent posts).
Now, we came to the decision to change something, to try to stick together. The problem is she seems to have gave it up already. It's like she has alredy made the decision to leave me, but she wouldn't say.
I love her. And I love her desperatelly. And I'm affraid of losing her. I became jealous of this 'Psycho' Tom guy and I'm all confused. She's my sole link to happiness. If it's over, I won't be able to recover myself from the ashes.
Life is a bitch nowadays.
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